I was watching "Oprah," today and I had to ask myself, "Are you a taker or a giver?" As much as I wanted to say that I was a Giver -- I had to ask myself "Antonio, Are you a taker?" I'm pretty sure that if I asked certain people in my life whether I was a giver or taker they would say I was a giver ... But on the other hand people's feeling that I improperly handled would say I was a taker. I always want to make things perfect or close to it ...

I'm beginning to think that this dating stuff isn't for me. First and foremost, I'm a very picky individual. Searching out the "right," person has made it difficult for me to be happy. (Wait a minute, I take that last statement back -- It's not that I'm not happy I'm just not where I want to be.) I always seem to find something wrong with whomever I'm "talking," with ... I guess you could say the little things turn me off. Man, It's serious ... I'm laughing while I type this. Maybe that's my problem -- Laughter.

Yesterday afternoon I went out to Happy Hour and I was so excited about the $1.95 Margaritas that I couldn't wait to get my hands on one. I enjoyed myself but I started to feel the effects of the Margaritas once I got home and felt this massive headache. I had to take a nap once I got home but you can best believe - I'll be back next Monday.

I'm still thinking about the taker or giver thing ... I just took the Art test and here are my results ... I am primal and mysterious. Somewhat removed from modern life, I have a powerful ability to evoke wonder and show a sensitivity to nature as well as talents beyond what most people think of me.