"How do I tell you I don't love you

Not in the way that I used to…

Don't take it personal

You're still beautiful

But I have to choose myself

I have to choose my growth and my health

My first responsibility is to me!

And that's why…" ~ Rachelle Ferrell

Yesterday in the mail I got another copy of Rachelle Ferrell's latest cd "Individuality," and I'm fallin' in love with it all over again. I'm not sure how my first copy magically disappeared from my collection, but I was smiling from ear to ear when I received my second copy from my Secret Santa. While listening to "I Gotta Go," I fall in love with a particular part of the song ... "I have to choose my growth and my health - My first responsibility is to me!" Damn ... Ain't that the truth. Some times we get so caught up in pleasing others that we failed to please ourselves.

This weekend was been very eventful -- I've been spending alot of time with my friends and I'll be the first to admit that we are crazy once we get around one another. Thursday night I went to Phucket Thai (and that's Poo-ket), Friday Night I went out to the club and I had fun and I managed to shake my good foot also. I knew I was going to have a good time when I walked in and found myself on the dance floor. I usually wait awhile before getting on the dance floor ... but something came over me.

I haven't spend much time with my friend Sevet since she's been back in town ... I guess with working and other things ... I've been busy. Yesterday we met at the mall and tried to get some Christmas shopping out of the way but that was impossible being that it was crowed. Hopefully I'll be able to accomplish that task before Christmas Eve.

I want to extend my warmest thanks to Daana. She hooked up me up with this slick layout that your looking at ... and I'm lovin' it.

Alright -- I'm Gone.

P.S.

I have alot of my mind - So if you could please pray for me.