So much has been going on in my life that I haven't had the time to post an entry -- Or just wasn't in the mood to post what was running through my head. At times I'll post a very detail entry and then at the last minute I get uninspired and trash the entire entry. Hopefully in the future I'll be able to refrain from doing that and just post.

As I started on my entry -- I received an Instant Message from the Ex ...

|D|: Hey Tonio G

LunJonez: What's going on Damon?

|D|: nada much...how are u?

LunJonez: I'm good.

|D|: thats good

LunJonez: I'm shock to see you online or even be talking with you.

|D|: I know...it's nice to talk to you though

LunJonez: Oh really?

LunJonez: I think I left you a message last week or some time.

|D|: yeah u did

LunJonez: So how was your weekend, Sir?

|D|: not too bad...how was yours?

LunJonez: Somewhat boring -- I didn't do much ... Just chatted with some friends and stayed indoors.

LunJonez: I think I called Ron and checked to see how he was doing.

LunJonez: That man is something else.

|D|: oh okay...that's cool...he told me he had talked to you...He can be a bit much

LunJonez: Right.

LunJonez: But he always makes me smile when I need a smile.

|D|: well that's a good thing

LunJonez: Yeah -- I've learned to appreciate people while it matters

LunJonez: 'cause sometimes you never get a second chance.

|D|: I agree

LunJonez: which kinda sucks -- but you gotta take the good with the bad.

|D|: true...

LunJonez: So when are you going to hold true to your word and allow me to see you?

|D|: Soon Tonio G....I have'nt forgotten

LunJonez: There's no pressure ... If it never happens it's cool.

|D|: lol...but it will

LunJonez: Whenever your ready.

|D|: well my friend...I must go....talk with u later...

LunJonez: Alright

LunJonez: Peace.

|D|: take care -handsome

LunJonez: You too.

I usually freeze up when I chat with him but I thought I be direct with him and at least get some of my questions answered by him. Well see where this whole ordeal goes with him ...

"The reason why you call 'em ex's is because you've X'ed them outta your life." ~Anthony Weldon

Damn ... I got sidetracked again ... I guess I'll end it with this ...

Tomorrow I'll be attending my cousin's funeral ... and I'm guessing his death will probably get the best of me while at the funeral tomorrow. He was only a year older than me and now he's gone. When death hits so close to home it really makes you start to appreciate the things in your life 'cause you never know when they're be gone.

Promise to love ...