PUSH- until every prayers been answered

BELIEVE- until you've done everything you can imagine

Today was such a positive day ... I'm still smilin' from it. This morning I felt the need to do something positive for someone else instead of thinking of myself first ... While driving to work this morning I wanted stop and pick up some flowers for a complete stranger, I also made it a task to say, "Hello," to someone I normally wouldn't say anything too. It's always has been a complete shock to me who people will walk bye you and not numble a single word to you. This happens all day long when I'm at work ... I have to go outta of my way to speak to people ... They'll avoid eye contact with you or walk a different route within the office. Once the ice is broken and the first words are exchanged ... It'll all becomes simple from there. There are a couple of people from work that I would like to hold a conversation with but I guess I need to take one thing at a time and work my way from there.

I just got off of work and I should be getting ready since I have a "date," (Please don't read into it ... So hard) who should be here any minute. I had no idea that I would be this tired once I got off of work ... Any other day I would be sitting here in my apartment trying to figure out something to do ... and now I'm just tired! If only I could go to sleep right about now! I don't want to be flakey and cancel because this person is really looking forward to seeing me and I can't deny them this opportunity.

I was driving home tonight and I was listening to Angie Stone's "Mahogany Soul," and it has really struck a cord with me ... "I Wish I Didn't Miss You Anymore," is a personal favorite of mine ... but the CD has become a classic with me. It always seems like the underappreciated CD/artists also get looked over.

I went and picked up some Issey Miyake cologne over the weekend since it's been coined "the draws dropping," cologne ... Thus far I've had no luck with anyone dropping their draws, but my own.

These GLAD Plug-Ins I have in my apartment keep my apartment smelling "so fresh and so clean," ... Feels like I'm in heaven.

Alright I'm think I've done enough rambling for the night ... I need to be getting ready and coming up with an excuse as to why there is no movie to watch or any food to eat ... I can be so pathetic at times.

I overheard someone at the mall say today "I rather dead quick then dead slow and in pain." That statement really pissed me off ... When we (Sidenote: When I think about it) think about it ... How do we know if we really want to go quick or stay around for awhile?

Alright -- I'm Gone