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"Beneath the face of anyone you ever loved for true-anyone you love, you will always love, love is not at the mercy of time and it does not recognize death, they are strangers to each other-beneath the face of the beloved, however ancient, ruined, and scarred, is the face of the baby your love once was, and will always be, for you." ~ James Baldwin This morning I woke up to a slew of e-mails and Instant Messages informing me that Lisa "Left Eye," Lopes had been killed in a car accident in Honduras early Friday morning ... While reading several websites to confirm the information I guess I waiting for someone to say "Sike," for some odd reason. For some odd reason I'm afraid ... I'm afraid of not being able to say whatever is I've been holding in to someone if they 'go' too soon. The biggest thing that I have a problem with saying until it almost doesn't count ... "I Love You." As simple as it seems ... those words are the hardest for me to say. Not that they ever came out easily for me but after life's ups and downs ... They've been pushed back so far in my emotional state that they've lost all their feeling | touch. It kinda makes me feel that I've given up all of my 'power,' and only setting myself up for failure. "I keep falling in love with potential | But it never seems to work out | He was full of a lot of it | And he was TALL | But potential had a way of becoming diluted with insecurities | And just cause you can see the beauty of someone | Doesn't mean they can see it for themselves......" jessica Care moore Dr. Phil was right ... We tell people everyday that we don't have any 'medicine' for them ... It's always about us when it's not even about us. The death of Lisa "Left Eye," Lopes is yet another example of Life being too short ... and not being promised tomorrow. One of these days I'll get it right ... Hopefully sooner than later. How many more days will I continue to block my blessings? Miss Left Eye | All i wanna do is kiss your hand | Let you know i'm not just another fan i am the man | And i don't give a damn about who you know | I got a 48 track studio back at the crib | So drop by you know where i live | I see you all the time but on another note | Would you like to dance | Naa i'm about to hang up my coat Lisa Lopes | It's been a month | I called you twice you called me once | Baby come with me you'd be me | So we can make love on the 50 yard line | You for me me for you | There's nothing in this world you know we couldn't do | Yeah but who was that girl all on your back | Nicole | I'm just a nigga that followed you to the coat rack ~ "Kick Your Game" Alright ... I'm Gone comments previous | next |
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