2002-05-16 2:21 p.m.
"We've been chilling together for a while | And I'm finding it hard to figure you out | See cause I can't tell if you wanna be | My girl or just cool | First you catch an attitude when my phone goes off | Sometimes you act like you don't care at all | Things that you say and do leaves me so confused | When you know I'm feeling you" ~Musiq

Just when you think they've been able to move on and leave all those emotions for you behind ... You realize that it's not as easy as it seems. Maybe I was trying to fool myself into thinking that it would easier to let things just all into place and if they didn't fit they way they should ... There was no one to blame and easier on everyone to move on as if nothing had every happened.

I was informed that I needed to listen to "Stop Playin'," on Musiq's latest CD Juslisen ... Being that I haven't picked up the Musiq CD (and I'm not really in a rush to do so) I found the lyrics online and played a little snippet of the song from web. After digesting the lyrics, I had to decide if the song fit me and after giving it some thought -- I agreed that it fit a situation I was previously.

I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do with the situation being that the other person is current in a relationship that they don't like talking about ... but whenever I chat with 'em they always want to reminisce about what could of been. Hell, I think about what could of been had I had my way but I'm forced to deal with the present and aim to be a better person in the future.

I finished reading James Earl Hardy's "Love The One Your With," and it was a good read -- More than likely I skim back through the book and have my questions ready for Lloyd when we discuss the book over AIM.

Alright -- I'm Gone

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