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"I wouldn't call in the midnight hour | I wouldn't tuck you in and turn the nightlight out | You would walk through the door and I wouldn't say hi | I would walk out the door and wouldn't say bye-bye | It's funny that I never thought about it that way | I never knew the things that I did not say | But you were lonely and you were hungry | And I was living in my own world | Thinking I'm a perfect lady" Last night I had a conversation with a friend who is now an ex of a friend of mine. (While chatting with the person I thought of Terri from Showtime's "Soul Food," ... "When I break up with Damon ... The family needs to break-up with Damon!" It felt kinda of weird chatting with him because I felt very bad for him. During the course of the conversation I had to stop him several times from beating up himself with words. Whenever someone goes through a course of a break-up you tend to think that there was something you could've done differently. Nine times out of time there isn't much you can say or do to make someone change their mind ... It has to be a personal decision that they have to make for themselves. It really hurts like hell when your the last to find out about a situation when you should have been the first to find out. But since almost doesn't count and it's always going to hurt like hell after everything is said and done ... life isn't over ... It's only beginning. Being that love doesn't come with an owner's manual we have to teach ourselves how to make love, understand love, find love, getting over love, how to show/express love, etc ... We are all going to (or have) fall(en) straight on our faces while trying to get the hang of love ... and all of it's ups and downs. Wait ... I take that back ... Love has never failed us ... Man has. "We're inseparable | Cause your soul's with mine | And you've, you've been loving me so long | And I bet you always will" ~Tweet I was in this person shoe's two years ago and I remember exactly what I went through ... How could an Angel break my heart? I can sit here and laugh about it now ... and even though I still think about it ... I can finally exhale. I can also smile knowing that I tried ... Hell, I loved. Hopefully after the conversation was over last night the person on the other end took what I said to heart and understood that I felt every way that was coming out of their mouth ... For someone to love you | All you need is someone who cares | For someone to love you | Someone who will always be there | All you need to say is that you want me to be wit you | Girl I know | You waited so long for someone to love you ~Ruff Endz Alright ... I'm Gone comments previous | next |
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