Letting go ... Last night as I sat in my bed I deleted numerous several telephone numbers out of my phone book. I've been 'holding' onto several names and numbers for various reasons ... and last night was a night to let go. I know we're all busy in our lives but it doesn't take much to place a telephone phone, send an e-mail, or mail off a letter. Too many people get away with using that tired excuse of "I've been thinking of you ..." without any type of action taken.

"Then I showed up in that dubbed out buggy | And then they got fussy and they don't remember that | And I don't remember you ... ~Jay-Z

This morning while I got dressed for work I jammed to Erykah Badu and I thought about India.Arie's "Ready For Love," lyrics ... A couple of months ago a friend of mine was sitting in my living room and gave us a remix version ...

Jarrell, I just wanted to publicly apologize for my actions last night ... After reading your journal entry I think you took it personal and it wasn't intentional. I kinda figured something was wrong when you left abruptly after only being at my house for about 5 minutes.