I'm trying need to work on rebuilding repairing my relationship with my Father ... Not that I have a negative one with him ... It's just that there are some areas in our Father | Son relationship that I think I we need to improve on, together. I was talking with my Father on Thursday afternoon and I realized that he really doesn't know who I am. Sure, he knows my name, and that I'm his oldest child. But does he really know me? I think I we need to find some type of common ground and work from the foundation up ... Why try rebuilding something and not starting from the ground up? If not, it'll all come falling down. I'm not sure what I we are going he's going to do about his 'shiftless' ways ... 'cause that bothers the hell outta me.

I've been doing alot of balancing in my life -- It probably has something to with the Libra in me. If I could have it my way ... Everything in my life would be balanced. I thought about going out and getting a book on Feng Shui so that I could have harmony both at home and at work.

As I sit here and type this entry about positive entry and trying to repair my relationship with my father -- My co-worker just say something that kinda pissed me off. Isn't it funny when others aren't doing their job(s) they want to make statement about working as a team ... Man ... I've been working. Can you say the same?

Alright -- I'm Gone.