I really need to get some rest ... Once again I was late for work. I'm not sure where the time goes ... Or where I'm at when time is passing me up, but I was in a deep coma this morning. I heard the alarm clock go off this morning but I didn't pay much attention to it. I just laid in my bed without any worries in the world ... For some odd reason I once thought I could get rid of my worries (or at least get a temporary relief) if I just fell asleep. I was actually a professional at doing this two years ago -- I would report to work and perform my daily duties and come home and sleep until I couldn't sleep anymore. Now that I look back on those days ... I was probably depressed. Lately I've been up until the crack of dawn ... Last night's excuse was Showtime's Soul Food.

Earlier in the day while at Barnes and Nobles with Sevet I declared I wasn't going to watch it. I wasn't up to searching for a friend's house to temporarily take over their cable to catch the season premiere. That all changed when I got a telephone call from my best friend's mom and I could hear the theme music playing in the background. I was in my car and off to a Ryan's house to catch Soul Food. Today after work -- I'm going to get tested and then I'm off to bed. [laughs] 'cause I know that last part probably won't happen ...

Kelley has a hilarious post up right now entitled "Dang Momma," and I nearly fell out after reading the posts that are there thus far. Donald has been posting some really good information on skin care. He's planning to do one on hair care ... I'll be waiting to see what type of information he'll pass on next. Last night while driving to a friend's house Stevie Wonder's "Ordinary Pain," came on ... and it was music to my ears!

Alright ... I'm Gone

If you start breathin' | Then you won't believe it | You'll feel so much better ..."